e-motion

i am in love. with music, with cricket, with books, with star trek, with friends. Oh wait, thats a no no. one shouldn't fall in love with one's friends. thats considered bad form, or thats what other guys tell you while they're busy making a move on your hot young female friend. It goes to the stage where you two love hanging out, know each other best, but there's nothing romantic at all in what you two do together. and more often than not the guy starts feeling a little more then brotherly towards the girl but then pushes it to the back of his mind because its not proper. and the girl never sees the guy in that light because the moon never shines when the sun is out.

Out. we do so many things out of out. out of hate. Out of fear. Out of greed. Out of love. Everyone who's been in love has also been out of love. As in there is no more love to give, you just want to be left alone to ponder the mysteries of the universe. It's a vacation of sorts, this pondering of universal mysteries. I immerse myself in science fiction, in fantasy, in horror i watch the sadness bleed out. And out it goes, to embed itself in the all nothingness of negativity that comprise the anti-matter universe. And once this purging is done, its a brand new day baby. You get the sting back. You're out on the hunt. The familiar places, the familiar faces become interesting again. Society exists once more. You suddenly have time. Time to get in motion.

Picture that.